Aww, but hib I like to focus on the positivity of that year for John. He became a new man in a lot of ways, the music he was making was amazing and a breath of fresh air, and a lot of it had such a sparkle of joy. He was also dressing so sharp, looking so
damn handsome. I'm very much NOT going to think of John in the context of that terrible day. I was born this year so my connection to it is pretty understandable.