Random John thought since I turned 40
I miss John more than ever because it made me f****ng realize just how young he was. I still feel young, but then I feel older and wiser in some other ways. It hits closer to home because I'm the exact age he was. It gets to me. On top of that just everything in the world seems so much more cold and empty and music doesn't have the same imagination or power. Everything is about selling something, or getting your face out there, and money. I f***ing hate it. It's not ALL like that but a lot of it is. It just makes me miss him so much more.
Just my random John thought. What's up people? Why is this place so dead?
"It does not matter how old you are, you're as young as you feel right now." John Lennon